Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Proverbs 31:10... again.

I have found myself lately massaging these truths into lives around me.  Also something I am reminding myself of as well.  Too good not to re-post.
An excellent wife who can find?
  She is far more precious than jewels.
אשת־חיל מי ימצא ורחק מפנינים מכרה׃
Proverbs 31:10

I will set aside the word "wife" for now as I know a lot of single women struggle with that part - but please read Isaiah 54:5-6 while you meditate on it.  The words I want to focus on are "excellent" and "precious".  The word "excellent" comes from the Hebrew word chayil which means strength, might (especially warlike), to show oneself strong, to display valor.  This chayil woman is not a damsel in distress.  This is a woman who listens to God and obeys His commands.  A woman who does not give in to temptation but fights spiritual battles.  This is a Titus 2 woman who teaches younger women.  A woman of tested faith like that of Hannah (1 Samuel 1-2), Abigail (1 Samuel 25), Esther and Ruth.
In war, the victors take away the captive’s weapons and sheath their own - just as Christ takes away Satan's weapons and absorbs God's wrath.  Victors have the capability to use their weapons and the discernment of when to use them.  This virtuous woman is equipt with spiritual strength and discernment.  She knows when to wield the sword of the Spirit and when to listen, know, and/or speak with love and compassion.  This is an excellent woman.

Before we get on a Joan of Arc testosterone rush, I'd like to talk about the word "precious".  In some translations it says, "of  more worth than jewels," or "precious stones."  It speaks of her value.  Now, this passage is talking about a woman who, as we see later, works out her faith.  However, I do not want to miss this opportunity to speak to all daughters of the Most High God.  No matter if you were reborn yesterday, if you have strayed from the Good Shepherd, or if you have dedicated your life to Him for decades - to Him, you are lovely and precious.  Do you see yourself as valuable to God?  You are.  In Psalm 84, the sons of Korah exclaim, "How lovely is Your dwelling place, O LORD Almighty!"  You are that dwelling place.  You are lovely.  
Paul urges the Corinthians three times (1 Corin 3:16; 6:19; 2 Corin 6:16) and again to the Ephesians (2:21) that we, children of God, are the dwelling place of the LORD!  We together are a holy temple of the living God!  You were bought at a price!  Do you know that price was the by nature pure blood of Christ?!  Do you know of how much more worth that is than jewels?  You were bought with blood that is, by its very nature, pure!  Hagnos, meaning venerable, pure from carnality, sacred... you were bought with the most valuable thing ever and ever will be in existence!  This preciousness, this value not deserved or earned but given to you freely by Christ Himself!  Preciousness that He alone can give because He alone is, by His very nature, precious.
This is a value that I don't think we can fully understand this side of heaven.  It is so wonderful I can't help but cry every time I think of it.  If this were a hand written letter, as in the time of Paul instead of a blog post, it would be warped through and through with tears.  Tears of love as I desperately desire all my sisters to know this truth.  Probably also tears of disbelief.  This is how my Abba Father sees me?!  The great I AM that I AM?!  The magnitude of this astounds me.  It fans into flame an urge for excellence that will please my Father.  Lord, I believe, help my unbelief!  Help me to fight the good fight of faith, and make me to look like Your precious Son.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

JJ Heller - What Love Really Means (Official Music Video)

Taking My Own Medicine

As much as I proclaim God's word to captives and those covered in ashes, I fail to proclaim it to myself.  I don't read God's word to myself in a way that it touches the deepest hurts of my heart.  I am Much-Afraid.  The abundant life given by Christ is good beyond measure.  I want so desperately for it to be true yet the circumstances of my past continue to whisper in my ear, "Not true! This is too good for you. Okay, you can have salvation but you cannot have abundant life."

While immersed in Romans 8; 2 Corinthians 4-5 and Joel 2:25, I am remembering my own words spoken to the needy set in front of me.  Now I hope to speak to the needy in me.  What is a prophet that proclaims God's saving Word, yet doesn't hide in her heart the Word pouring from her lips?
God offers to fill my cup with living hope.  He desires to pour to the measure and I keep saying, that is enough.
The following I posted two months ago.  Time to really hear it.

In Psalm 84, the sons of Korah exclaim, "How lovely is Your dwelling place, O LORD Almighty!"  You are that dwelling place.  You are lovely.  
Paul urges the Corinthians three times (1 Corin 3:16; 6:19; 2 Corin 6:16) and again to the Ephesians (2:21) that we, children of God, are the dwelling place of the LORD!  We together are a holy temple of the living God!  You were bought at a price!  Do you know that price was the by nature pure blood of Christ?!  Do you know of how much more worth that is than jewels?  You were bought with blood that is, by its very nature, pure!  Hagnos, meaning venerable, pure from carnality, sacred... you were bought with the most valuable thing ever and ever will be in existence!  This preciousness, this value not deserved or earned but given to you freely by Christ Himself!  Preciousness that He alone can give because He alone is, by His very nature, precious.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Pride, not just summer comes before the fall.

If its You that's getting bigger, I don't mind being small.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

God is Angrier

“Sexual assault creates anger at what has been done to victims.  While anger can be a natural and healthy response to the unquestionable evil of sexual assault, most victims express it poorly or feel they have to suppress it.  They have probably been discouraged from expressing their anger, but suppressed anger holds them hostage and leaves them vindictive, addicted, embittered, and unbelieving.
We want to tell victims that God is angrier over the sin committed against you than you are.  He is angry because what happened to you was evil and it harmed you.  Godly anger is participating in God’s anger against injustice and sin, crying out to him to do what he promised: destroy evil and demolish everything that harms others and defames God’s name.
Anger expressed to God is the cry of the weak one who trusts the strong One, the hurting person who trusts the One who will make it all better.  Because vengeance is God’s, you can be free from the exhaustive cycle of vindictive anger.”

Interview with Justin and Lindsey Holcomb at the Mockingbird blog.

God is angrier is a post from: Ray Ortlund

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Chasing Eden - All I'm Asking



This is the hundredth time,
I've come here,
This is not the last time,
I'll say this,
When You leave me in the dark,
I'll trust that You know the way,
When You take it all away,
I'll look at all thats left.

I've been tricked and I've been abused,
I'll get the blame and I'll feel the shame,
So all I'm asking is,
when You leave me in the dark,
I'll trust that You know the way,
And when You take it all away,
I'll look at all thats left.
Even when You kill me.
Even when You kill me.
Even when You kill me.
Even when You kill me.
Even when You kill me.

When You leave me in the dark,
I'll trust that You know the way,
When You take it all away,
I'll look at all thats left.